Let’s begin with a word about promises, especially all the ones we made at the beginning. There’s a a chance that they may have been just a scoche cavalier. Like how a mother-to-be promises to scrapbook and journey every precious moment in her baby’s life, and then barely manages to scribble a single entry: â€œtomorrow you’re one! Wowee! Mommy’s tired!â€For example, that whole, â€œwe’ll blog regularly and let you all know what we’re doing thing every step of the wayâ€ thing was so much easier said than done! Some days so much of our energy was going into the wing building that becomes super necessary when you deliberately hurl yourself off a cliff. Also, about half way through, one of our members attracted in someone with less than wholesome intentions, so telling everyone where we were in every moment stopped being a yes (see Season of Shadow Dancing below). But it’s been, bar none, the most exhilarating, life changing, thrilling and gorgeous time of our lives, so here’s a little of what we’ve learned along the way …
It’s been really soothing to discover these seasons. It lets me relax and stop trying to fight them. Trying to produce during a Season of Shadow, or a Season of Hard Travel is like trying to cook spaghetti sauce on the wing of a jet in flight. It’s messy, and impossible in the unfunnest of ways. But now, in this Season of Slowness and Sumptuous Clarity, I can’t stop producing. Songs, activity books, poems, and outlines for new books are just flying out of me like birds out the open window.
2. Home really, really and freaking truly, is in the Joy.
Our ideas of home have been so radically challenged by this Travel by Yes mission. We began where most people begin, â€œhomeâ€ refers to a specific house where the bulk of living occurs, and travel takes you away from that. But embedded in the very notion of slow traveling the world, is the concept that we will be home inside the travel. In fact, we choose it because we believe it’s our current best option of being home in the world.
We’re uncovering and sifting through all these distinctions for ourselves, or as Rilke says, every day, we â€œlive the question.â€ When we find ourselves sitting across the table from a new person, who was a stranger two hours ago and is now a soulmate, and we’re sharing our hearts and giving each other the gifts we came to this life experience to give. During those times, we are no longer thinking, â€œthis kind of intimate, extraordinary connection is only possible while traveling, and soon I will go back to my â€œhome lifeâ€ because that dichotomy is gone. There is no “other” life to compel our attention, nothing to go on vacation from. In the Travel by Yessing, we are discovering how to live within our highest, yessiest choices.
The other day my young son asked me if we were home. I told him that I feel home when I’m happy. We were standing in a river and I asked if he was happy. We both agreed we were, and then he yelled out, â€œI’m home!â€ I admit that there’s more to it than that, like beds, and keeping clothes dry, and all of that. But at its core, this truth feels clear, singing, and a beautiful place to stand while we continue to live the question.
And yes, I could and likely will write some really sexy things about our expanded and fluid notions of being an intentional nomadic community at home in the goingness, but suffice it to say here, we’ve realized that our joy is where we come home. And yeah, houses are a nice thing to be in. Because showers. And stoves. And comfy-wumfy beds. But so are tents, RV’s and the shadow the moon casts on the giant oak I slept beneath last night. Home, home, home.
3. Dumbledore knew what he was doing, or, Wizardry really is the new black.
We’ve noticed that when we’re doing our Conscious Play tools regularly, we’re able to show up more authentically as the playful badass butterfly-winged ninjas we are. We’re not confused or flustered by the pace of this living. We’re up to speed with it and ready to put up more sails, take more wind, say bigger yesses. But when we just float hither thither without using our CP tools to steer towards our highest yes, we tend to vibrate haphazardly. We give attention to any old thing, and that creates a more dramatic trajectory than any of us have any interest in.
Ironically, this play company has gotten more serious about tuning our frequency than ever before. In our prior, pre-leap lives, we could be sloppy with our thinking and draw in strange stuff, but still have a home, and jobs. But out here, in this fast moving stream, it’s more obvious when we’re being careless with our thoughts and drawing in stuff we don’t want to experience.
Developing the systems and playful rituals that support us in being able to galavant, wizardly forward, has been some of the funnest co-creation I’ve ever been involved with. And it gets yummier and more magical every day. Which leads me to the 4th thang:
4. The best is yet to come.
What an exciting thot! We’re co-evolving an eco resort and dive shop down in Belize with the Yes-Mamas group. Neverland Beach Resort operates on the principles of Conscious Play and is destined to be one of our favorite places in the world. We’ve got the first of six activity books in a series called The Yes Book, which helps you play your way through the six core playgrounds in your life coming to press very soon. We’re scheming out a year of retreats and playshops all around the world, including the First Ever Conscious Play Summit in Maui! And we’re dreaming forward a super fun contest that involves our RV and $100,000 going to a new Travel by Yes crew before we launch the European section of the tour. We’re so excited to keep offering our playshops, guerrilla art and dance shenanigans everywhere we go and to keep co-blooming the systems that support us in playing on purpose in our gorgeous lives that we love with every drop. More discoveries, frontiers, delicious encounters and slow perfect dances! AND next month is YesPlayMess! Which we’ve been excited about for half a year!
We know we’ve only scratched the surface. Ninety days has flown by. So much growth and shared delight, it nearly overwhelms. So many dreams coming true and new dreams being born. We’ve realized that our forever favorite season is the Season of the Next, all shimmery with infinite possibilities.
So much love to all you Yessers out there in your perfect Season of Now.
The Travel by Yes Crew,
San Francisco, CA